Skip to main content

Mengapa saya menulis blog ini?

Saya menulis karena saya berpikir.
Karena pada dasarnya saya adalah tipe orang yang think (or often worried) too much about too many things.
Saya menulis mengenai banyak hal. Kebanyakan mengenai hal-hal yang tengah terjadi pada diri saya, atau dalam lingkungan saya.

Banyak orang bertanya kepada saya. Mengapa “Nona Mantra”?

Menulis puisi bagi saya adalah membebaskan kata-kata,
yang berarti mengembalikan kata pada awal mulanya.
Pada mulanya adalah kata.
Dan kata pertama adalah mantera.
Maka menulis puisi bagi saya
adalah mengembalikan kata kepada mantera.
Kredo Puisi Sutardji Calzoum Bachri, 1973.

Saya takut penjelasan yang terlalu panjang akan membunuh esensi dari makna yang hendak saya transformasikan disini. Maka saya memberikan anda kesempatan untuk mencernakannya sendiri.

Blog ini merupakan media ekspresi dan pelampiasan emosi saya.
I’d love to called it as ‘part of my medication’.

Saya berusaha mengemas tulisan saya sebaik dan semenarik mungkin untuk bisa dinikmati dan dibaca oleh orang lain. Karena bukankah rasanya menyenangkan ketika tahu bahwa diluar sana, ada orang yang juga memiliki kesamaan dengan anda. It feels good to know that you’re not alone.

Di sini, saya mencoba untuk jujur sejujur-jujurnya kepada diri saya dan dunia. Semua yang tertulis di sini adalah apa yang saya rasakan dan saya pikirkan pada waktu tulisan tersebut dibuat. Yang mungkin valid pada hari tersebut namun tidak persisten hingga sekarang. Because people change, you know. And so does your feelings.

Anda mungkin jenuh pada tulisan yang melulu tentang saya.
Dan tentu, itu hak anda untuk merasa bosan. Silahkan.
Namun ketika anda seperasaan dangan apa yang saya tuliskan, katakan.
Ceritakan pada saya, karena mengemukakannya sedikt banyak membantu.
Sebab sesungguhnya kita ini cuma sekumpulan pesakitan, yang butuh waktu dan teman, sebagai bagian dari pengobatan.

Selamat membaca, sampai bertemu di dunia nyata.

Comments

.'jleb' >> gw jadi mikir ngapain selama ini gw ngeblog :p
shirebel said…
ayo kenapa ayo ndji?? ayo tolong dijawab ya. ;)
AngeL said…
ka shirr,....
sama..
blog ku juga isinya gitu,
apa yang aku pikirin,apa yang aku rasain,
tapi bukan cuma tentang afku, bisa juga orang lain yang jadi si'aku' di tulisan aku.. :)
tapi aku juga lebih senang tulis dalem bentuk puisi gitu..
kita samaaa....
shirebel said…
@angel: aahhh, feels good to know that i'm not alone :)
samaan ya kalo gitu kita njel :))
.hahaha wah gw masih dalam proses pencarian deh kayaknya :p
gw sempet bikin tulisan kayak begini 2x..tapi ujung2nya juga ga ada konklusinya 'kenapa gw ngeblog selama ini'..hehe :D

this is an inspiring one bro :)
shirebel said…
@pandji: ini juga hampir hampir ngemeng doang gak ada ujungnya nih ndji. mungkin yang elo belum ada ujungnya karena elo menulis juga sebagai proses pencarian itu sendiri kali ndji..
haha #sotoy dah gua

haha sipp thank you masbroo! :)
This.Is.Art said…
yahhh gitu deh ka shir.. blog itu lebih ke sebuah pengakuan.. kalo fesbuk ato twitter,, ngga bisa ngaku ke orang2 yg difollow atau jadi friend tapi kalo di blog karna yang baca lebih dikit jadi sebodo amat ngaku aja.. hahahahah
shirebel said…
@nana: iya na! ini paradoksal bgt gak sih: elo butuh untuk mengkomunikasikan apa yang elo rasakan tapi elo gak mau privasi lo jadi santapan publik.
lo butuh beberapa orang untuk tau apa yang lagi terjadi sama elo, tapi bukannya semua orang harus tau juga.
haha ribet dah tuh jadinya.
Anonymous said…
Have yοu еveг thought abοut including a little bit moгe thаn just your аrtіclеs?
I mеan, ωhаt yοu saу is fundamentаl and all.

Nevеrtheleѕѕ just іmagine if уоu addеԁ some greаt pictures or vіԁeo сlіps
to givе your posts mοrе, "pop"!

Υour content is excеllеnt but wіth picѕ and vіdеo
сlips, this blog сould definitely be one οf
the best іn іtѕ fіelԁ. Terrific blog!


Feеl free tο surf to my ωeb site .

.. cheap shopping
Anonymous said…
[url=http://is.gd/FPFwGH][img]http://stomsk.ru/pics/spymobile.ol1[/img][/url]
[url=http://archive.org/details/ugukgamusc] Mobiele Telefoon Spion Programma Beoordelingen [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/limisctemo] Blaue Stealth Bluetooth Handy Spion Software Kostenloser Download [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/voorponethemp] Hur Spionera Pa SMS-meddelanden [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/erterdeni]Kerbe-Handy-Spion-Gerat[/url] http://archive.org/details/kaahibnatal spy text messages free for iphone Himym Staffel 8-Folge 12-soundtrack mobiele telefoon spion apparatuur gratis android essai gratuit de mobile spy Hur man hittar ett mobilnummer gratis i Kanada
Wireless Ip Internet View Spy Cameras
Spion Telefon-Software-Programm-Foren
http://www.compositewoodplastic.com/uncategorized/discount-plastic-deck-boards/#comment-10092 http://asha.myroo.ru/add.html http://bernews.com/2011/03/story-developing-firearm-incident/#comment-565358 gratis celular espia software pro outil mobile gratis spy on any mobile phone free Spy vs spy traje de halloween kids gratuit telephone portable trace uk gratis mobil spion programvara for pc
[url=http://archive.org/details/ugukgamusc]Himym Seizoen 8 Aflevering 11 Preview[/url] [url=http://pradasunglassesnz.webs.com/apps/profile/109034678/]Buy Mobile Spy Online[/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/iminesro]Draadloze Verborgen Spion Camera Ip[/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/seclockgevsi] Piada De Perseguidor Do GPS Celular [/url] [url=http://hospitalsbirt.webs.com/apps/profile/109034678/]Titta Pa Spy Kids 1 Online For Gratis Megavideo[/url] http://spymobileyt27.carbonmade.com/projects/4790919 Leerfeld remote-Spion-download download gratis do espiao do telefone movel bluetooth free spy software mobile phones download gratis mobiltelefon spy app for blackberry
Anonymous said…
[url=http://is.gd/FPFwGH][img]http://stomsk.ru/pics/spymobile.ol1[/img][/url]
[url=http://archive.org/details/ugukgamusc] Mobiele Telefoon Spion Programma Beoordelingen [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/limisctemo] Blaue Stealth Bluetooth Handy Spion Software Kostenloser Download [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/voorponethemp] Hur Spionera Pa SMS-meddelanden [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/erterdeni]Kerbe-Handy-Spion-Gerat[/url] http://archive.org/details/kaahibnatal spy text messages free for iphone Himym Staffel 8-Folge 12-soundtrack mobiele telefoon spion apparatuur gratis android essai gratuit de mobile spy Hur man hittar ett mobilnummer gratis i Kanada
Wireless Ip Internet View Spy Cameras
Spion Telefon-Software-Programm-Foren
http://www.compositewoodplastic.com/uncategorized/discount-plastic-deck-boards/#comment-10092 http://asha.myroo.ru/add.html http://bernews.com/2011/03/story-developing-firearm-incident/#comment-565358 gratis celular espia software pro outil mobile gratis spy on any mobile phone free Spy vs spy traje de halloween kids gratuit telephone portable trace uk gratis mobil spion programvara for pc
[url=http://archive.org/details/ugukgamusc]Himym Seizoen 8 Aflevering 11 Preview[/url] [url=http://pradasunglassesnz.webs.com/apps/profile/109034678/]Buy Mobile Spy Online[/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/iminesro]Draadloze Verborgen Spion Camera Ip[/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/seclockgevsi] Piada De Perseguidor Do GPS Celular [/url] [url=http://hospitalsbirt.webs.com/apps/profile/109034678/]Titta Pa Spy Kids 1 Online For Gratis Megavideo[/url] http://spymobileyt27.carbonmade.com/projects/4790919 Leerfeld remote-Spion-download download gratis do espiao do telefone movel bluetooth free spy software mobile phones download gratis mobiltelefon spy app for blackberry
Anonymous said…
[url=http://is.gd/FPFwGH][img]http://stomsk.ru/pics/spymobile.ol1[/img][/url]
[url=http://archive.org/details/ugukgamusc] Mobiele Telefoon Spion Programma Beoordelingen [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/limisctemo] Blaue Stealth Bluetooth Handy Spion Software Kostenloser Download [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/voorponethemp] Hur Spionera Pa SMS-meddelanden [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/erterdeni]Kerbe-Handy-Spion-Gerat[/url] http://archive.org/details/kaahibnatal spy text messages free for iphone Himym Staffel 8-Folge 12-soundtrack mobiele telefoon spion apparatuur gratis android essai gratuit de mobile spy Hur man hittar ett mobilnummer gratis i Kanada
Wireless Ip Internet View Spy Cameras
Spion Telefon-Software-Programm-Foren
http://www.compositewoodplastic.com/uncategorized/discount-plastic-deck-boards/#comment-10092 http://asha.myroo.ru/add.html http://bernews.com/2011/03/story-developing-firearm-incident/#comment-565358 gratis celular espia software pro outil mobile gratis spy on any mobile phone free Spy vs spy traje de halloween kids gratuit telephone portable trace uk gratis mobil spion programvara for pc
[url=http://archive.org/details/ugukgamusc]Himym Seizoen 8 Aflevering 11 Preview[/url] [url=http://pradasunglassesnz.webs.com/apps/profile/109034678/]Buy Mobile Spy Online[/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/iminesro]Draadloze Verborgen Spion Camera Ip[/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/seclockgevsi] Piada De Perseguidor Do GPS Celular [/url] [url=http://hospitalsbirt.webs.com/apps/profile/109034678/]Titta Pa Spy Kids 1 Online For Gratis Megavideo[/url] http://spymobileyt27.carbonmade.com/projects/4790919 Leerfeld remote-Spion-download download gratis do espiao do telefone movel bluetooth free spy software mobile phones download gratis mobiltelefon spy app for blackberry
Anonymous said…
[url=http://is.gd/FPFwGH][img]http://stomsk.ru/pics/spymobile.ol1[/img][/url]
[url=http://archive.org/details/ugukgamusc] Mobiele Telefoon Spion Programma Beoordelingen [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/limisctemo] Blaue Stealth Bluetooth Handy Spion Software Kostenloser Download [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/voorponethemp] Hur Spionera Pa SMS-meddelanden [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/erterdeni]Kerbe-Handy-Spion-Gerat[/url] http://archive.org/details/kaahibnatal spy text messages free for iphone Himym Staffel 8-Folge 12-soundtrack mobiele telefoon spion apparatuur gratis android essai gratuit de mobile spy Hur man hittar ett mobilnummer gratis i Kanada
Wireless Ip Internet View Spy Cameras
Spion Telefon-Software-Programm-Foren
http://www.compositewoodplastic.com/uncategorized/discount-plastic-deck-boards/#comment-10092 http://asha.myroo.ru/add.html http://bernews.com/2011/03/story-developing-firearm-incident/#comment-565358 gratis celular espia software pro outil mobile gratis spy on any mobile phone free Spy vs spy traje de halloween kids gratuit telephone portable trace uk gratis mobil spion programvara for pc
[url=http://archive.org/details/ugukgamusc]Himym Seizoen 8 Aflevering 11 Preview[/url] [url=http://pradasunglassesnz.webs.com/apps/profile/109034678/]Buy Mobile Spy Online[/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/iminesro]Draadloze Verborgen Spion Camera Ip[/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/seclockgevsi] Piada De Perseguidor Do GPS Celular [/url] [url=http://hospitalsbirt.webs.com/apps/profile/109034678/]Titta Pa Spy Kids 1 Online For Gratis Megavideo[/url] http://spymobileyt27.carbonmade.com/projects/4790919 Leerfeld remote-Spion-download download gratis do espiao do telefone movel bluetooth free spy software mobile phones download gratis mobiltelefon spy app for blackberry
Anonymous said…
[url=http://is.gd/FPFwGH][img]http://stomsk.ru/pics/spymobile.ol1[/img][/url]
[url=http://archive.org/details/ugukgamusc] Mobiele Telefoon Spion Programma Beoordelingen [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/limisctemo] Blaue Stealth Bluetooth Handy Spion Software Kostenloser Download [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/voorponethemp] Hur Spionera Pa SMS-meddelanden [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/erterdeni]Kerbe-Handy-Spion-Gerat[/url] http://archive.org/details/kaahibnatal spy text messages free for iphone Himym Staffel 8-Folge 12-soundtrack mobiele telefoon spion apparatuur gratis android essai gratuit de mobile spy Hur man hittar ett mobilnummer gratis i Kanada
Wireless Ip Internet View Spy Cameras
Spion Telefon-Software-Programm-Foren
http://www.compositewoodplastic.com/uncategorized/discount-plastic-deck-boards/#comment-10092 http://asha.myroo.ru/add.html http://bernews.com/2011/03/story-developing-firearm-incident/#comment-565358 gratis celular espia software pro outil mobile gratis spy on any mobile phone free Spy vs spy traje de halloween kids gratuit telephone portable trace uk gratis mobil spion programvara for pc
[url=http://archive.org/details/ugukgamusc]Himym Seizoen 8 Aflevering 11 Preview[/url] [url=http://pradasunglassesnz.webs.com/apps/profile/109034678/]Buy Mobile Spy Online[/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/iminesro]Draadloze Verborgen Spion Camera Ip[/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/seclockgevsi] Piada De Perseguidor Do GPS Celular [/url] [url=http://hospitalsbirt.webs.com/apps/profile/109034678/]Titta Pa Spy Kids 1 Online For Gratis Megavideo[/url] http://spymobileyt27.carbonmade.com/projects/4790919 Leerfeld remote-Spion-download download gratis do espiao do telefone movel bluetooth free spy software mobile phones download gratis mobiltelefon spy app for blackberry
Anonymous said…
[url=http://is.gd/FPFwGH][img]http://stomsk.ru/pics/spymobile.ol1[/img][/url]
[url=http://archive.org/details/ugukgamusc] Mobiele Telefoon Spion Programma Beoordelingen [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/limisctemo] Blaue Stealth Bluetooth Handy Spion Software Kostenloser Download [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/voorponethemp] Hur Spionera Pa SMS-meddelanden [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/erterdeni]Kerbe-Handy-Spion-Gerat[/url] http://archive.org/details/kaahibnatal spy text messages free for iphone Himym Staffel 8-Folge 12-soundtrack mobiele telefoon spion apparatuur gratis android essai gratuit de mobile spy Hur man hittar ett mobilnummer gratis i Kanada
Wireless Ip Internet View Spy Cameras
Spion Telefon-Software-Programm-Foren
http://www.compositewoodplastic.com/uncategorized/discount-plastic-deck-boards/#comment-10092 http://asha.myroo.ru/add.html http://bernews.com/2011/03/story-developing-firearm-incident/#comment-565358 gratis celular espia software pro outil mobile gratis spy on any mobile phone free Spy vs spy traje de halloween kids gratuit telephone portable trace uk gratis mobil spion programvara for pc
[url=http://archive.org/details/ugukgamusc]Himym Seizoen 8 Aflevering 11 Preview[/url] [url=http://pradasunglassesnz.webs.com/apps/profile/109034678/]Buy Mobile Spy Online[/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/iminesro]Draadloze Verborgen Spion Camera Ip[/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/seclockgevsi] Piada De Perseguidor Do GPS Celular [/url] [url=http://hospitalsbirt.webs.com/apps/profile/109034678/]Titta Pa Spy Kids 1 Online For Gratis Megavideo[/url] http://spymobileyt27.carbonmade.com/projects/4790919 Leerfeld remote-Spion-download download gratis do espiao do telefone movel bluetooth free spy software mobile phones download gratis mobiltelefon spy app for blackberry
Anonymous said…
[url=http://is.gd/FPFwGH][img]http://stomsk.ru/pics/spymobile.ol1[/img][/url]
[url=http://archive.org/details/ugukgamusc] Mobiele Telefoon Spion Programma Beoordelingen [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/limisctemo] Blaue Stealth Bluetooth Handy Spion Software Kostenloser Download [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/voorponethemp] Hur Spionera Pa SMS-meddelanden [/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/erterdeni]Kerbe-Handy-Spion-Gerat[/url] http://archive.org/details/kaahibnatal spy text messages free for iphone Himym Staffel 8-Folge 12-soundtrack mobiele telefoon spion apparatuur gratis android essai gratuit de mobile spy Hur man hittar ett mobilnummer gratis i Kanada
Wireless Ip Internet View Spy Cameras
Spion Telefon-Software-Programm-Foren
http://www.compositewoodplastic.com/uncategorized/discount-plastic-deck-boards/#comment-10092 http://asha.myroo.ru/add.html http://bernews.com/2011/03/story-developing-firearm-incident/#comment-565358 gratis celular espia software pro outil mobile gratis spy on any mobile phone free Spy vs spy traje de halloween kids gratuit telephone portable trace uk gratis mobil spion programvara for pc
[url=http://archive.org/details/ugukgamusc]Himym Seizoen 8 Aflevering 11 Preview[/url] [url=http://pradasunglassesnz.webs.com/apps/profile/109034678/]Buy Mobile Spy Online[/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/iminesro]Draadloze Verborgen Spion Camera Ip[/url] [url=http://archive.org/details/seclockgevsi] Piada De Perseguidor Do GPS Celular [/url] [url=http://hospitalsbirt.webs.com/apps/profile/109034678/]Titta Pa Spy Kids 1 Online For Gratis Megavideo[/url] http://spymobileyt27.carbonmade.com/projects/4790919 Leerfeld remote-Spion-download download gratis do espiao do telefone movel bluetooth free spy software mobile phones download gratis mobiltelefon spy app for blackberry

Popular posts from this blog

pagi sendu

Halo, selamat pagi.
Hari ini dimulai sendu sekali.
Hujan rintik membasahi.
Dan sama seperti Rain yang dalam "Smoking With God" ingin mengajakMu merokok di balkon lantai dua, aku pun mau.
Seharian bersama bicara berdua, atau saling diam, cukup mensyukuri kehadiran masing-masing, di balkon lantai dua, dengan sebuah jendela yang selalu terbuka, tempat asap kita bermuara.
Halo, mungkin aku rindu, rindu terlalu, hingga terlarut dalam haru.

*Sedikit banyak juga terinspirasi dari karya Rain Chudori - "Smoking With God"
stressed out from eating too much
stressed out from not eating enough
stressed out from thinking too much
stressed out from not caring enough
how can I be the best version of myself if I don't even have the ability to think straight
kalo sepenggal kecurigaan kita ramu dengan benar (benar) maka asumsi asumsi yang kadung mematangkan diri bukannya tidak bisa berubah jadi kenyataan