Wednesday, May 25, 2011

welcome back, MDP


MDP is coming back. Take over my life, rule my world. Yes, this is such a perfect timing. Thank you!

Trouble sleeping, feeling tired (even exhausted) all the time, having too many things in mind, having twice period time in a month, feeling blue most of the times, having suicidal thought, suffered from anemia.

And i dont really wanna talk about it, to be honest. But maybe you should know. Because I don't wanna sounds like a self centered who's looking for more and more love and attention. No, i'm not.

i just want peace, here, in my mind.

Wednesday, May 04, 2011

the answer to this feelings


"I used to love to write. As a child I used to write all the time.
I loved to write up until the second I got my first professional writing job.
It turns out it’s not that I hate to write.

I hate, simply, to work.
I just hate to work, period.
I am profoundly slothful.
Practically inert.
I have no energy.
I never have.
I just have no desire to be productive.
Now that I realize I don’t hate to write, that I just hate to work, it makes writing easier."

Fran Lebowitz